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Putting it all down together might have been the mistake after all.
So tiring and I'm so afraid of all the problems that keep arising, waking up to solve these. Trying, being tough.. I should've known the breakdown was coming. The talks, working it out. I just want to have a good night's sleep. All I want is to be happy together, not to keep solving problems and end up unhappy. And yes, it's not so easy after all. Waiting, for what I don't know. Dreading the meeting, the eye contact, the tears, the talk. I just feel like letting it all go, and I wanna run away from it all.. How did we become like this.. How did someone I always looked forward to seeing become so distant.. And when did making each other happy become so tough. All I want now is, to go back to what it was like.. Or, just letting it all go. Once and for all.
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1:09 AM
Maybe it's just me.
Empty and unhappy, but there's no better solution. The few months.. Always had the sinking feeling it'd end somehow, just didn't expect it to be now. Don't really know what I'm doing anymore.
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xue :D |