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it's not al been going well.
i jus wanna settle down, study for my big exams this year end. i didnt make a wrong choice after al, when i decided t pluck up my courage, turn my head and leave. cos it's been lie after lie, i cant differentiate which is truth and which isn't anymore. sick of stressing myself out, getting upset, shedding tears. say goodbye to this fucked up feeling inside. al im upset now is that this past cannot remain inside me. unlike any others, these are e memories that must go. this is one thing i'l never turn and look back. cos i've had enough, and i wont sink any deeper. my family is screwed. e quarrels are coming, it's downpouring again. i thought after e flood e sun would shine forever but i was wrong. and this time al these doesnt even involve me. why?! it's been already an ultra bad year. al i hope is for everything t continue going smoothly. i cant take this stress much longer, hurry put this fire out. i've forgotten what i used t love t do, i've forgotten how important my friends used to mean to me. i feel like i've been deported t another world, and e agonising thing is i dont know what im becoming.
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xue :D |