Monday, June 13, 2005
 

trying hard t run away,
and believing that im shedding all these old skin,
worn out from e constant wounds and bruises.
i think im fine, but e lonely sleepless nights drag into long pathways of thought.
dont know whats wrong,
but this flight of stairs seem neverending.
am i supposed t climb, or should i descend?
somebody show me e way, give me e directions,
e mixture of anger, sadness, jealousy, longing.
this churned up emotion's tough t put into words,
it's e emotion that keeps me turning from front t back night after night.
my body's exhausted but my mind's refuses t sleep.
i've always been eager t see more,
but now that i've seen e ugliness,
i wish i've been e naive one back then.
what's life, what's love?
is it those drama we watch on tv?
or are they perceptions humans perceive t colour up our lives?
it's dislocating my mind, my heart, my soul.

-excerpt from smth i wrote in my phone.(:


fell terribly sick,
but im okay now.
hahah.
been a long time since i updated.
but anyway, signing off! gn!

nothing hurts like love |  | 10:11 PM
 

xue :D
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get messy, loud and sick.