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trying hard t run away,
and believing that im shedding all these old skin, worn out from e constant wounds and bruises. i think im fine, but e lonely sleepless nights drag into long pathways of thought. dont know whats wrong, but this flight of stairs seem neverending. am i supposed t climb, or should i descend? somebody show me e way, give me e directions, e mixture of anger, sadness, jealousy, longing. this churned up emotion's tough t put into words, it's e emotion that keeps me turning from front t back night after night. my body's exhausted but my mind's refuses t sleep. i've always been eager t see more, but now that i've seen e ugliness, i wish i've been e naive one back then. what's life, what's love? is it those drama we watch on tv? or are they perceptions humans perceive t colour up our lives? it's dislocating my mind, my heart, my soul. -excerpt from smth i wrote in my phone.(: fell terribly sick, but im okay now. hahah. been a long time since i updated. but anyway, signing off! gn!
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xue :D |