Saturday, April 30, 2005
 

VALEN WANTS ME T BLOG THAT SHE'S CUTE AND SEXY.
AINT UP T ME TO COMMENT.

nothing hurts like love |  | 3:32 PM
 

I don't understand why
See it's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just
I feel like this is coming to an end
And its better for me to
Let it go now than hold on and hurt you
I gotta let it burn
[Verse 1]
It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's comin from my heart
It's been a long time coming
But we done been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think you're gonna change
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus there's so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn
[Chorus]
When the feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We knew it been through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
Cause the feelin ain't the same find myself
Callin' her your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feel
I know I made a mistake
Now it's too late
I know she ain't comin back
What I gotta do now
To get my shorty back
Ooo ooo ooo ooooh
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my booo
You've been gone for too long
It's been fifty-leven days, um-teen hours
Imma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)
[Chorus]
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me
that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down
and cry (ooooh)
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me
that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (yeah)
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oooh
Ooh ooh oooh (can ya feel me burnin'?)
Ooh ooh ooh oooh ooh oooh
So many days, so many hours
I'm still burnin' till you return
[Chorus]


burn, burn, burn it all.(: sad, nice, sweet.

so close but i cant touch,
just beside but i cant reach out t hold.
but it's okay.(:
i'l be looking forward.
one day we'l make it.


HEY. hah.
gonna cook later,
I WANT MY TEMPURA AND CALAMARI.
am super excited.

nothing much's been going on in my life of late.
people around me seem all depressed though.
ohwell.
signing off.(:

nothing hurts like love |  | 3:26 PM
 

Saturday, April 23, 2005
 

hello!!!
was supposed t update a couple of weeks ago,
but blogger and e computers at e dumb lanshop screwed up on me.
hahah.

anyway, thanks,
dear and darling!
for your concern. yup.
im fine, really.
everybody's been here all tis while.
jus gotta let you guys knoe i really appreciate that.
haha.

e tide's over, e storm's calmed down.
have learnt t come t terms wit myself. so yup.

been quite eventful of late,
really tired out.
i promise i'l stay home tmr!
and sleep my ass out.
hahah.

gonna head down t sab's bday party later in e day.
happy sixteenth bday!(:

nothing hurts like love |  | 10:27 AM
 

Monday, April 11, 2005
 

BOULEVARD OF BROKEN DREAMS

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and
I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signsTo know I'm still alive and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me'
Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ahAh-ah, Ah-ah

I walk alone
I walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...


torn and shattered,
why have i changed.
good or bad, i want e old me back.
save me from this endless pit.
i wanna stop falling.

nothing hurts like love |  | 3:13 PM
 

Sunday, April 10, 2005
 

cos you'd never ever understand e pain that's inside.
cos you're so selfish all you think about is yourself.

i brought it upon myself,
i gave it all up, i chose my path, i got my goal.
am i happy? no.
but i dont care.

it's burning deep inside.
but you'd never understand.
cos t you, it's my problem. never yours.
so ya.


fuck it. i've no idea what im talking about but.
sigh whatever.
i promised i'l be a happier person.
and i'l def. be.(:
not t show anyone, but for myself.
it's gonna be a tough journey ahead.
but i guess im gonna choose t put all of myself into my studies.
thanks, all you people who've been there for me tis couple of days.
i'l do fine.
one day you'll see e same old true me,
always smiling, always happy.
cheers.

nothing hurts like love |  | 6:19 PM
 

Thursday, April 07, 2005
 

hey, t you, bastard.
if you'd ever read tis, thanks alot man.
cos if you have no idea, it stabs. deep in.
i'd like t learn your skill of being so heartless and void of feelings.
and yes, teach me how t lie thru my teeth.
im not e fickle one,
you fucking are.

and t you, bitch.
you're nothing better either.
i DO HOPE you read tis,
cos you knoe what.
i despise you.
right thru t e core of an apple.
sorry i nv ever want such a huge ass like yours.
dont you even feel e shame when you're walking along e streets?
im wondering why both of you dun get shamed.
cos if i were him,
i'd feel xiasuay t even WALK BESIDE YOU.
so there.
i hate you.
what can you do?
hate me back.

nothing hurts like love |  | 1:13 PM
 

Saturday, April 02, 2005
 

it's been a super long time since i've blogged.
yep, studying in bmc dhoby ghaut now.
things're going on fine, better environment t study than in crescent.
finally there're no more looking out for tis,
looking out for that.
i can study in peace!

feeling really really tired right now,
gonna go home soon t sleep.
havent slept much tis couple of days.
really gotta catch up on my sleep.
my eyes're so puffy they look like they'll burst.

been really busy, school, teaching tuition.
only have my weekends free now.
it's gonna be a long seven months from now t oct,
before it's gonna be as relaxed again.

i'll go back t crescent soon t visit.
it's only been over a week,
and im dreading thinking of what t wear everyday.

but ohwell.(:

been going thru alot of moodswings lately.
im having PMS too, POST-menstrual stress.
so bear wit me and all,
cos im super sick and tired of having t pretend here and there.
have been more straightforward, call me crude.
kinda pissed a couple of people off.
but haha. whatever it is. thats me.

cos i hate all e pretenders, e liars, e fuckers.
cos i cant stand people who can look me in e eye and lie thru their teeth.
i dun want those daggers hiding behind those fake smiles.
if you're not that perfect either, den take my attitude.
i dont ever go around showing just any other person attitudes, you know.
i've tolerated enough, so get it back now.

nothing hurts like love |  | 12:38 PM
 

xue :D
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get messy, loud and sick.