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HEYHEYHEY.
im over at sean's. hahah. anyway. i was wit e muske it was damn funny. but we'll meet up again OKAY, must must must. we have one common topic - i dun wanna elaborate. im damn sleepy ok! feel damn pekchek. ughhhh. ass. suspension ended, back t class. no more going t suntec while e rest are in school! HAHA. haiyah. lol. signing off. love! i've got e sudden urge t hug you and hear you call me baby for e last.
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11:34 PM
i remember on tis very day a month ago,
i promised it'd be e last time i'd be reminiscing e past. but promises are meant t be broken. despite knowing it all i cant help it. ohwells, you'll never read tis anyway, so i'll be frank. i've moved on but e past still remains. i promised i'd never say your name again. im sick of all e dragging, e lies, e broken promises. e giving in, time after time. so now, even if it means leaving everything there unsolved, im still leaving, without a trace, for good. i dont knoe if it's a best for you. but once again, i'll be e selfish me you've always thought i was. cos' im telling you tis choice's gonna be e best for me. you asked me whether i'd ever miss you, i'd ever regret letting you go like that, whether i'd be able t live without you. my answer t you is, i'd miss you. i believe you'd miss me too. someday i might regret my decision but i'd never forget e many times i tried hanging on. i'd be able t live without you, you showed me you'd be able t do e same. you tell me never ever would you have e same kinda feeling you have towards somebody else, e way you felt towards me. that's good, cos' i hope that in your eyes i was never, and i'll never be, just 'any other girl' you met and left. i dont ever wanna be considered as one of e many flings you had, it'd leave me ever so broken-hearted. it was so painful, now it's numb. but now no matter what kinda hatred i feel, we'd never be. cos once and for all, im wishing you e best in your future endeavours. and i promise it'd be e last time i ever do. tis time im true. but do not ever feel rejected, cos my final answer is, i believe you.that you really loved me. and for that i wont deny that i ever did too. that you were once, but never will be again, someone i could let everything go for. someone i treated like my life. but im glad i have my own now. ughhhh. shitface. anyway it's damn humid in here, let me jus get over wit tis entry and im getting out of here. not sure if im still suspended, but i guess i still am. common tests are finally over, it's time t catch up wit my good old sleep. haha. like i promised, IM GETTING OUT OF HERE. =D clay aiken - the way Something about the way You look tonight Something about the way That I can't take my eyes off you Something about the way Your lips invite Maybe it's the way that I get nervous when you're around and I want you to be mine And if you need a reason why It's in the way that you move me And the way that you tease me The way that I want you tonight It's in the way that you hold me And the way that you know me When I can't find the right words to say You feel it in the way Oh you feel it in the way Something about how You stay on my mind Something about the way that I whisper your name when I'm asleep Oh girl Maybe it's the look You get in your eyes Oh baby it's the way that It makes me feel to See you smile And the reasons they may change But what I'm feeling stays the same It's in the way that you move me And the way that you tease me The way that I want you tonight It's in the way that you hold me And the way that you know me When I can't find the right words to say You feel it in the way Oh you feel it in the way You feel it in the way Oh you feel it in the way I can't put my fingers on Just what it is that Makes me love you, you baby So don't ask me to describe I get all choked up inside Just thinkin bout the way It's in the way that you move me And the way that you tease me The way that I want you tonight It's in the way that you hold me And the way that you know me When I can't find the right words to say It's in the way that you move me And the way that you tease me The way Feel it in the way Something about the way you look tonight There's nothing more to say than I feel it in the way
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11:03 PM
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
_sa tisf act ion. yeah, i know im the love of your life.WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN,MY HEAVENLY MOTHER.i miss you like, ah boy misses ah girl LEHS.snorts, we better go out soon before i forget how you look like.germaine 02.19.05 - 12:53 pm HAHA WHATEVER, my HEAVENLY DAUGHTER.we just had breakfast today!next time we shall test market, push yuani down e stairs. i think she'll have e same reaction, if you knoe what i mean. HAHA.xue. 02.22.05 - 10:24 pm this xueyun ought t learn a lesson from me. i shall do smth t her in school tmr. I DONT LIKE YUANI.
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10:24 PM
frenster pissed me off by screwing up! ughhh.
it's been boring tis couple of days. i think im screwing up my sciences! ahh. anyway if any of you manage t get e song shen bian by wu yin liang pin, mustmustMUST tell me k! i want that song! BADLY. hahah. everybody's pissing me off! i still have my private fantasy world. hug me tight, take me away. far away, there's only you and i. no external factors, it's just both of us. ; e love of my life.
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8:24 PM
aye! okay i'll make tis entry short and sweet.
i've only got 10mins left! hahah. as usual, school's crap. im externally suspended. means no going t school, and i'll go back for common tests next week, tgt wit yuani. and whether we'd get expelled'd depend on our results. i'd miss you guys! alot. i hate all tis trouble, it's giving me a headache. anyhow, everything's going on kinda fine. down wit quite a bad cough and flu, it's been here since before newyear! irritating tiny bacterias. hahaha. my year started off bad, really bad. do hope everything'll go off fine.
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5:39 PM
anastacia - left outside alone.
All my life i've been waiting for you to bring a fairytale my way Been living in a fantasy without meaning It's not ok, i dont feel safe I dont feel safe (oooh) Left Broken, empty and in despair Wanna breathe, can't find air Thought you were sent from up above But you and me never had love so much more i have to say help me find a way And i wonder if you know how it really feels, to be left outside alone when it's cold out here Well maybe you should know just how it feels to be left outside alone to be left outside alone I tell you, All my life i've been waiting for you to bring a fairytale my way Been living in a fantasy without meaning It's not ok, i dont feel safe I need to pray.. Why do you play me like a game? Always someone else to blame careless, helpless little man someday i might understand Theres not much more to say but i hope you find a way Still i wonder if you know, how it really feels to be left outside alone, when its cold out here well maybe you should know, just how it feels, to be left outside alone to be left outside alone I tell you, All my life i've been waiting for you to bring a fairytale my way Been living in a fantasy without meaning It's not ok, i dont feel safe I need to pray.. Ooh Pray Heavenly father (oooh) (Please)Heavenly father (Save me) Oh save me Oooooh.. And I Wonder If you know How it really feels To be left outside alone when its cold out here Well maybe you should know just how it feels to be left outside alone to be left outside alone All my life i've been waiting for you to bring a fairytale my way Been living in a fantasy without meaning It's not ok, i dont feel safe I Need to Pray.... my current favourite song.(: try listening t it when you feel fucked up. hahahh. im suspended for 2 weeks okay. so fucked up, being watched on practically every min im in school. but haiyah. i've had enough of those dumb pep talks. i just wanna study in peace. i wanna get my Os over and done wit and leave e school. i knoe you DO read my blog, see that? so STOP picking on us. anyway my private life isnt of yours t interfere la huh. so what do you want t do now? extend my suspension? cos im openly defiant t you on my blog? ha ha ha. not funny. stop your crap and leave me alone. it's been crap recently la. so busy, so tired. i'd jus go 'POM!' on my bed, and off t sleep. thats a good thing, it takes my mind away.(: anyway. yuani isnt leaving! hahahh. YEAH. thanks t all you guys who've been around thru all these things, after suspension life'll be back t normal. yeah! =D anyway, I GOTTA GO. =D
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xue :D |