Monday, June 21, 2004
 

got back from e chalet,
=D yup.
kinda e happiest celebration i had,
most of my closer frens were around.
but kinda e saddest too. =| lol.

almost got dunked into e swimming pool,
screamed till manager came out though. lol.
in e end, was still made all wet.
wasnt any difference though.
grandma helped me =D haha.

got drunk on fri night.
well, half drunk. puked thrice.

sunday was boring.
sat around and slacked.
riddles, the person who couldnt answer drank.

thankkyouu guys for coming,
thankyou for e presents =D
yup. thankyou for making an enjoyable bday.



*you were meant t be e surprise but you ended up t be e disappointment. i hate liars. if you didnt wanna come you jus had t reject e invitation. not lie. you might be reading tis, if you still do check back here. i jus wanted t tell you tat you didnt have t treat me like some fool. if they didnt tell me what happened i wouldn have known you were like tis. you were nv like that, and i nv knew you would be, someday.

nothing hurts like love |  | 8:25 PM
 

Thursday, June 17, 2004
 

fucked up fucked up fucked up.
i hate pple t control my life.
stop trying t sound like some godess la bitch.
sigh. stop trying t make dumb decisions for me.
i can pass and i knoe it very well.
i do not need you t brainwash both my parents and i wit your fucking dumb ideas.
please do not make me sound as if im totally beyond hope.
i will not retain and even if i have t switch schools,
i will not come to you begging like a fucking dog.
i'd gladly be fucking rid of your dumb 's y m p a t h y'.
CCB.

nothing hurts like love |  | 12:26 AM
 

Tuesday, June 15, 2004
 

doomsday tmrw.
parent teacher meet.
fuck e principal.
sigh. wish me luck.

nothing hurts like love |  | 1:42 AM
 

Saturday, June 12, 2004
 

like fuckyou, bitch.
first my line, now my phone?
i never knew i was such a slut in your eyes.
i guess such a slut shouldn't have been your daughter.
so you're saying im not supposed t blame you.
you're right by nagging and screaming,
when i haven't said a single word?
oh i see.

probably you really shouldnt get me back my line.
then you wouldn't be able t find me,
and that gives you more reason to disturb my friends everyday.
maybe i should flare up,
you're jus pretending to care anyways,
so why waste my friends' hp bills.

fuckoff, bitch.

nothing hurts like love |  | 7:01 PM
 

Thursday, June 10, 2004
 

my fever's back.
like whatever, goodness.
quarrelled wit mom last night,
got so pissed i went out.
without anything.
not even my wallet, like how pathetic la.

met tyler, played pool.
and i realised my line got cut off by that damned bitch.
cb. was too late, had no one to contact.
tyler had t go home cos he head school,
so was left roaming about alone.
phone went out of batt.
yupp. till 9+, confirmed that they left for work alr,
before i decided t come home.

yupp, tired and hungry. lol.
tmrw's a busy day again.
chalet's coming up real soon,
lots of preparations to do. o.O

nothing hurts like love |  | 6:36 PM
 

Monday, June 07, 2004
 

disheartened. what wrongs did i do t make even a frenship tis way now. i thought, i apoligised. does that mean anything, at all. it took me alot, alot of courage. to send those messages, both frenster and sms. but. i guess it's all down e drain.

nothing hurts like love |  | 11:07 PM
 

heyheys. =]
in school, really really tired.
couldnt get t sleep e whole of last night,
finally got into a light sleep at 4+, nearing 5.
woke up when my mom opened the door at 6.15.
couldnt sleep anymore after tat.
god bless me. =| haha.

currently in some dumb course wit a bitch in black.
like whatever alrights, shutup ch**by*.
yawn. yup. signing off.

nothing hurts like love |  | 9:36 AM
 

heyheys. =]
in school, really really tired.
couldnt get t sleep e whole of last night,
finally got into a light sleep at 4+, nearing 5.
woke up when my mom opened the door at 6.15.
couldnt sleep anymore after tat.
god bless me. =| haha.

currently in some dumb course wit a bitch in black.
like whatever alrights, shutup ch**by*.
yawn. yup. signing off.

nothing hurts like love |  | 9:36 AM
 

Saturday, June 05, 2004
 

heyheys. =P
currently at gina's place.
was trying t complete mr ng's homework,
but it's so ERGH.
prob i'd ask gina t help me do tmrw. =D
ha ha. i am damn bored,
she's like in e room cos of her dumb headache?
3 was kinda boring today. prob cos it's a friday or smth.

dad promised t gimme a champagne and half a martell for my bday =D
prob. i'd kope a courden bleu from my cupboard or smth.
hope i wouldnt get drunk though,
it's so traditional t get e bday girls drunk. -.-"
yupp. got a new way t not get drunk, courtesy of felicia.
eat e whole box of butter or smth,
then it'll kinda serve as some protection in your stomach.
yupp. havent tried it before,
but it sounds kinda disgusting?
wouldnt dare t try though. lol.

guess it's time t sleep, getting kinda tired. =D
*signing off.







e places bring back vivid memories.. i'd probably never, never see you again. d you think of me, or probably you'd never. i was never anyone, i guess.

nothing hurts like love |  | 4:01 AM
 

Friday, June 04, 2004
 

yes, yes.
i do appreciate it. LOL.
iloveeyouuu!
im not like some unappreciative and people who're so lazy t even move their mouses. =x
anyways the blog you did for her was smth you used t use,
so it's alrights la. haha.
but i loveyou,
you made smth so nice for me! =D
and yup, i knoe you spent the whole evening[i think]
t get this up and done. hehh.

anyways. jus decided t pop by and drop an update!
*my grandma jus came out and reprimanded me for being online at tis time. =haha. am kinda bored,
gonna go offline soon. yupp.
tmrw means ms for me,
though im broke.
yup, it's alright.
i've been stuck at home e whole holidays!
sighh. =[

anyways,
pleasepleaseplease,
help me do survey! lol.
look for me on msn or smth alrightie.
*winkk.

nothing hurts like love |  | 2:16 AM
 

Invasion.

Yes. Gina invaded.
Just to get this blog done.

Trying out something new,
guess it didn't turn out as bad as I expected :))

Hope someone appreciates my HARD efforts.

nothing hurts like love |  | 12:29 AM
 

xue :D
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get messy, loud and sick.