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got back from e chalet,
=D yup. kinda e happiest celebration i had, most of my closer frens were around. but kinda e saddest too. =| lol. almost got dunked into e swimming pool, screamed till manager came out though. lol. in e end, was still made all wet. wasnt any difference though. grandma helped me =D haha. got drunk on fri night. well, half drunk. puked thrice. sunday was boring. sat around and slacked. riddles, the person who couldnt answer drank. thankkyouu guys for coming, thankyou for e presents =D yup. thankyou for making an enjoyable bday. *you were meant t be e surprise but you ended up t be e disappointment. i hate liars. if you didnt wanna come you jus had t reject e invitation. not lie. you might be reading tis, if you still do check back here. i jus wanted t tell you tat you didnt have t treat me like some fool. if they didnt tell me what happened i wouldn have known you were like tis. you were nv like that, and i nv knew you would be, someday.
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8:25 PM
fucked up fucked up fucked up.
i hate pple t control my life. stop trying t sound like some godess la bitch. sigh. stop trying t make dumb decisions for me. i can pass and i knoe it very well. i do not need you t brainwash both my parents and i wit your fucking dumb ideas. please do not make me sound as if im totally beyond hope. i will not retain and even if i have t switch schools, i will not come to you begging like a fucking dog. i'd gladly be fucking rid of your dumb 's y m p a t h y'. CCB.
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12:26 AM
doomsday tmrw.
parent teacher meet. fuck e principal. sigh. wish me luck.
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1:42 AM
like fuckyou, bitch.
first my line, now my phone? i never knew i was such a slut in your eyes. i guess such a slut shouldn't have been your daughter. so you're saying im not supposed t blame you. you're right by nagging and screaming, when i haven't said a single word? oh i see. probably you really shouldnt get me back my line. then you wouldn't be able t find me, and that gives you more reason to disturb my friends everyday. maybe i should flare up, you're jus pretending to care anyways, so why waste my friends' hp bills. fuckoff, bitch.
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7:01 PM
my fever's back.
like whatever, goodness. quarrelled wit mom last night, got so pissed i went out. without anything. not even my wallet, like how pathetic la. met tyler, played pool. and i realised my line got cut off by that damned bitch. cb. was too late, had no one to contact. tyler had t go home cos he head school, so was left roaming about alone. phone went out of batt. yupp. till 9+, confirmed that they left for work alr, before i decided t come home. yupp, tired and hungry. lol. tmrw's a busy day again. chalet's coming up real soon, lots of preparations to do. o.O
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6:36 PM
disheartened. what wrongs did i do t make even a frenship tis way now. i thought, i apoligised. does that mean anything, at all. it took me alot, alot of courage. to send those messages, both frenster and sms. but. i guess it's all down e drain.
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11:07 PM
heyheys. =]
in school, really really tired. couldnt get t sleep e whole of last night, finally got into a light sleep at 4+, nearing 5. woke up when my mom opened the door at 6.15. couldnt sleep anymore after tat. god bless me. =| haha. currently in some dumb course wit a bitch in black. like whatever alrights, shutup ch**by*. yawn. yup. signing off.
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9:36 AM
heyheys. =]
in school, really really tired. couldnt get t sleep e whole of last night, finally got into a light sleep at 4+, nearing 5. woke up when my mom opened the door at 6.15. couldnt sleep anymore after tat. god bless me. =| haha. currently in some dumb course wit a bitch in black. like whatever alrights, shutup ch**by*. yawn. yup. signing off.
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9:36 AM
heyheys. =P
currently at gina's place. was trying t complete mr ng's homework, but it's so ERGH. prob i'd ask gina t help me do tmrw. =D ha ha. i am damn bored, she's like in e room cos of her dumb headache? 3 was kinda boring today. prob cos it's a friday or smth. dad promised t gimme a champagne and half a martell for my bday =D prob. i'd kope a courden bleu from my cupboard or smth. hope i wouldnt get drunk though, it's so traditional t get e bday girls drunk. -.-" yupp. got a new way t not get drunk, courtesy of felicia. eat e whole box of butter or smth, then it'll kinda serve as some protection in your stomach. yupp. havent tried it before, but it sounds kinda disgusting? wouldnt dare t try though. lol. guess it's time t sleep, getting kinda tired. =D *signing off. e places bring back vivid memories.. i'd probably never, never see you again. d you think of me, or probably you'd never. i was never anyone, i guess.
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4:01 AM
yes, yes.
i do appreciate it. LOL. iloveeyouuu! im not like some unappreciative and people who're so lazy t even move their mouses. =x anyways the blog you did for her was smth you used t use, so it's alrights la. haha. but i loveyou, you made smth so nice for me! =D and yup, i knoe you spent the whole evening[i think] t get this up and done. hehh. anyways. jus decided t pop by and drop an update! *my grandma jus came out and reprimanded me for being online at tis time. =haha. am kinda bored, gonna go offline soon. yupp. tmrw means ms for me, though im broke. yup, it's alright. i've been stuck at home e whole holidays! sighh. =[ anyways, pleasepleaseplease, help me do survey! lol. look for me on msn or smth alrightie. *winkk.
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2:16 AM
Invasion.
Yes. Gina invaded. Just to get this blog done. Trying out something new, guess it didn't turn out as bad as I expected :)) Hope someone appreciates my HARD efforts.
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12:29 AM |
xue :D |